It’s Been 7 1/2 Month’s Since I Officially Became Single.

  Seven and a half month’s ago I left my ex, the mother of my child, after almost 15 years, I finally decided that I had enough of her bullshit and I no longer wanted her in my life.  

But here I am now, wondering, because I’m feeling lonely some times, just how in the fuck am I ever going to meet another woman, and possibly ever become involved in some sort of intimate relationship, or even just casual sex for fucks sake, when I’m 44 years old, transsexual, and a single parent.

I don’t know how to do this.  It’s not like when I was younger, and not presenting myself as and living as and being a woman.

I’m so fucking confused….